Love Cipher

I fell in love with myself.
I was 3 years old
bold, loud, and always right
loved by all, called cute and smart
chubby, sweet, my granny's girl.
I was happy.

I saw bright beautiful light
in the eyes of my family
When darkness crept
I would stretch the light
until it covered all of me
I was safe.

I knew what love was
I could see it everywhere
bright colors jumping
in kisses and hugs,
and laughs, and smiles
I was magical.

Now, I am running.
I run from loving myself.
I run from the bright colors of love.
I even run from the light in which I once lived...


Now and Forever,
I am love
I am happiness
I am magic
I am light

Just as life is a cipher,
I will fall in love with myself again, and again, and again.